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Articles in Category: 2002

Graduation fears, end of the year stuff

Written by Raymond Santos Estrella on Tuesday, 31 December 2002. Posted in 2002

I’m having mixed feelings what the future brings. This may be nothing more than a case of the by now, standard upcoming new year jitters but I think I’ve got reason to believe that this may be a pivotal time where every decision I make will have far-reaching consequences that I can’t even begin to fathom. Sounds scary, doesn’t it?

Final touches

Written by Raymond Santos Estrella on Thursday, 26 December 2002. Posted in 2002

I’m putting final touches to the site. This is the kind of thing that losers like myself work on in the wee hours of morning because of both boredom and lack of anything else to do or anyone to talk to. DO NOT FOLLOW IN MY FOOTSTEPS. Don’t say you weren’t warned. This is a boring life.

Christmas without her

Written by Raymond Santos Estrella on Wednesday, 25 December 2002. Posted in 2002

I haven’t written anything for ages, this I have to admit. It’s not because there’s nothing to write or because I’m too busy or lazy since I’ve always made time for these things in the past. I guess that I’ve been feeling so tired lately. I’ve been feeling it for several months now. I know that I don’t make any sense at all. It’s just that this ache has been gnawing at me for quite some time already and its left me tired of thinking, tired of feeling anything. I’m getting tired of the rest of the world. Sleep and rest don’t take it away. This leads me to the question: Do I want it to go away? For now, I have no answers.